SNIIIIF

damn. i think i'm gonna catch a cold. eeggh! this can't happen there are so much things i need to do and getting sick isn't one of them.
damn again! I got a 39 out of 50 in my midterm math quiz. i hate it. i'm gonna do better next time what the hell. i feel so held back by my prelims. i'm really pressured right now and i'm afraid that i might not keep up with it. fuuu!

SNAP OUT OF IT!! I SHOULD THINK VERY POSITIVE AS POSSIBLE.
College makes me worry so much about things! what the hell. i wanna cry/ CRY! and CRY!!!
I'M SO EFFIN CONFUSED and PRESSURED.
uuggh. what'll i do what'll i do...

I'm going through such a crisis. A competetive one at that but I know I shouldn't freakin pressure myself with the accomplishment of others. I'll just do my best--if others were able to survive this why can't I?! I'm effin sure that I could do effin better. I could be the best.

God, Please help me. I totally need Your help right now, Amen.