Can't think of a good title

[seriously they shouldn't put that title thing anymore]

I'm making this post right half past summer time. April's done it's May! yay!
Anyway I've been awfully busy for the past couple of weeks. My graduation, ozine fest, my friend's dad's brithday, hanging out in the mall, spending way too much, those sort of things. I ended up getting sick lol. Also I've finally beaten Wild Arms 5 that I started 3 days after my birthday I was worried I that I wouldn't me finishing it in time so I stayed up til 2 in the morning everyday. It's now gonna be included in my "FINISHED GAMES FOR SUMMER" list.
The drawing above which portrays a man with a really girly physique, I've finally finished it like 2 hours ago then I ate pancakes to celebrate. Speaking of eating, I lost 2 more pounds! whoo! This diet thing is really effective. Lastly, I've finally gotten my student driver's license I'll be enrolling this month when my dad arrives from work and also I finally have a glass chess board yay!

That's it for my personal issues. Now let's move on...

Mixed up!
yeah that dying title. It still struggles to live even though it's life is hanging by a thread on the very edge of a steep cliff. I've completed chapter one and everything's ready to be computerized but I suddenly lost this urge to continue due to the lack of support from my inspiration fairy and because I've been reading too much online manga I tend to compare mine with the awesomeness of professional mangakas. Sigh. I don't think I'll be resuming it any time soon, I want to throw the entire chapter into an empty chest and keep it locked there forever with the rest of my artistic failures.
Maybe I'm just in an art slump right now but I really really want to redraw everything. When I was reading some manga I've found this distinct style and I want to apply it to my own works. If only my capability would allow me.

I'm still willing to push through with the story and everything since we were able to come up with a bit of gags that I hope everyone will understand. I also did a research about Japan's music industry, new character designs for some of the characters, some references for buildings and backgrounds and also a couple of synthesizer pictures as well as designs for guitars. I even boght a stencil for speech bubbles! In short, I'm really dedicated to making it happen but I guess now's not the right time. Not until I get myself together and concentrate all this wasted will power of mine.
Oh man. I'm a mess.
Anyway while I'm in search of my blasted inspiration fairy justenjoy the colorful girly picture above for the meantime.

Until next time,
Raichan