You know sometimes I'm getting tired of drawing and how I wished I could stop for a loooong time without losing my talent...(?) really? talent? omfg. I'm a talentless git.
It's just annoying. I want to stop for awhile cause I'm really getting bored with it. Drawing is fun and all but it isn't exciting unlike maybe photography or sports. I like sports, it makes me feel healthier and photography makes me feel happy for some reason. I dunno. Maybe drawing doesn't make me happy anymore, and the reason why I still do it is because I don't have much choice.
Because I can't even bring my camera to school without getting caught or without even the the fear of it breaking or getting lost. So as my outlet for boredom I grab my sketchpad and draw.
I'M TIRED OF IT. but I don't hate it. It's the only thing I could do that others can't do better. Well, for me atleast.
Then agan, maybe i'm just being a jerk who isn't satisfied with anything. I need to look into this first. I just might be stressed so I'm starting to talk shit.
Dammit. whatever. I'm over thinking things and it's kinda stupid. ahck.
I love you Kim Bum! You're the only reason why I still or maybe draw! I guess. Why are you an effing artist?! I wanna be like you! An awesome potter~ ILOVEJUUUUU~
-Raichan-
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